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It's been awhile since I made an entry, but I'm back! The school year is coming to an end, so I'm trying to stay motivated. At church I am split between two decisions, starting a youth ministry for teens, or staying with the adults in the main part of church, which I really enjoy. Hmmmm, what to do. If I went to the youth group I would once again be with people I feel are not quite at my maturity level. I know it sounds petty, but in tae kwon do I have to work with people that are not as good as me, and at school I feel my peers are what I call "goblins", but that is a whole other story. I just feel that there are a lot of people that I can look up to at church and honestly I do not want to give that up. In the adult circle I feel that I am at a point where I can communicate with everyone better than I have before. I learn a lot with the discussions that we have and I start a few of them. In the TM, (teen ministry), I would be the "leader" or responsible figure, per say, which would require me to really know and, for that matter, do the bible study every day, which would not hurt me at all. But am I willing to give up the adult circle for it? Since the "TM" is so new I would have to make a schedule because it is very unorganized. I could go on and on and beat around the bush but, all else aside, I ...just...need...to...breathe... and see whats God wants me to do with no outside influence. Honestly, I dont... want to do it. I feel some how I have been to emotional about it and worried if I would hurt anybody's feelings, and that is exactly what you are not supposed to do. I know that my dad thinks that it would be a good learning experience, but he also said that I need to make the call. If I am not honest about my feelings to the "church" then they would never know them. Is this a challenge for me growing up into a man. Would I be more of a man if took the job, or would I be more of a man if I turned it down. I could help make a TM that would allow me to go back and forth between the adults and the TM like every other week or so. And maybe they (as in the kids) could come and sit with the adults and me. So now that I got all of this off my chest, I need to let everyone know my true feelings and step up as a man.
I'm at a time in my life were I feel I can stand up to the world; stand up in my Christian faith! I feel that I have a strong grip on what Jesus Christ would like me to be. I know that the world is a big place and that I could never make a difference by my self...The good thing is I don't I have to God is on my side. As a servant of my Lord I plan to rock the foundation of this world! Through God all things are possible!
Here are my super hero drawings that I have been working on for a while. Hopefully you can see them ok. here are the names of the super hero's that are on the picture starting from the top left, Bat-man, Super-man, Green Lantern, Spider-man, Flash, Marshin Man Hunter, Iron-man, Wonder-women, and Darth Vater
Yesterday on Tuesday I went back in to tea kwon do from that break I was taking, and it is great! I admit I was I little nervous about it because I did not what to mess up on my patterns and look like a fool. Guess what I did not mess up a single one:o) Right know I feel like, THE SKY IS THE LIMIT!!!
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Tonight I am going to an art community that my church created. I made some things to share but I mostly just want to go there to learn from the other artist. My mentor Steve T. Is going to be there to, I really want to see him draw a likeness from start to finish. Who knows maybe I will be an artist when I am older.
Today I am thinking about my Tea kwon do class that I am currently taking a break from. I'm very excited about going back. I am going to go strong all the way to black belt! I have been doing some small training just to make sure that I do not get out of shape or forget my patterns. I hope that I can go back to the class with a new outlook on it and do my best with what I have. Tea Kwon Do is a part of me and always will be, there is something about it that intrigue me, maybe it is the intense sparing matches or the mental toughness that you have to have to break the boards and do the patterns. It has been an intense goal of mine to become a black belt in Tea Kwon Do so I will become one.
Have You ever thought what it is to be a man? Is it when you are grown and out of the house or is it something more? I remember when I was on a tree and was going to jump off for the fist time, but I was scared stiff so my dad had to tell me that it was ok and that I could do it. He stayed there with me until I had enough nerve to jump, and then as I hit the floor he sad "that was not so bad now was it" then I climbed back up the tree to do it again. Asking if you can and knowing that you can might be a key difference in child-hood and man-hood. For me I had always had a problem with getting nervous and in turn getting sick over things that have no really meaning if you look at this world as a speck of time compared to eternity with God. For some of us being able to control are emotions is a big step into man-hood. Your emotions are like a wild stallion and your logic is like the rider, the stallion has no real direction without the rider and the rider has no way of get to where he want to go with out the stallion. Being able to let go of your will and pride then to be able to hear what God what's you to do and then...do it, is another Hugh step in to man-hood. When it comes right down to it you being a man is knowing who God wants you to be. And to do that you have to listen to him through the bible, worship, and prayer.